Happily ever after?


Does everything turn out “as it’s supposed to be”?

Or is that some bullshit that people tell themselves when their lives are going to hell in a hand-basket and life has become such chaos that nothing seems recognizable anymore.

I try to find comfort in that statement or similar sentiment….

“Things will work out, they always do.”

“It always seems darkest before the dawn.”

“Everything will turn out okay.”

I want to believe in all that, but part of me is a realist and more than cynical by now and just rejects that notion.  Armed with the full knowledge of my own lifetime, that nothing seems to end picture perfect.  That financial ruin, relationship gone awry, and illness seem to attack like a virus in my personal history.

There has NEVER been any “happy endings.”  Nothing even close.   Just one bat-shit-crazy puke raining out of the universe at me after another, since I was born.


2 responses to “Happily ever after?

  1. Lexi! I’ve missed you! How are you? Not great from the sounds of it.

    No I do not think things always turn out for the best. Darkest before the dawn, bullshit.
    Someone recently told me, “when things can’t get any worse they have to get better.
    Brilliant!! Fucking brilliant.
    Well I have never been in a situation that couldn’t get worse. I have THOUGHT things couldn’t get worse and you know what? They did, they got a hellava lot worse!

    My life has always been a series of one disaster after another, not always direced at me peesonally but some close fsmily member. Life never seems to go smooth for long; not long enough to ever relax and enjoy it.
    Some people float through life never having to deal with anything earth shattering and they look at me like I am crazy.

    Maybe I’m wrong and I just havrn’t gotten to the good part that all that bad shit was leading up to. But so far I got the shitty end of the stick of life.

    Good to see you though!!!


    • Carrie,
      I hear ya, one thing after another. Good to know I’m not alone 🙂
      Maybe some day I will see the good part that all the bad shit was
      leading up to. If and when I do, you will be the first I tell.



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