A bag is packed by your closet door,

I don’t want to live this anymore.

Voices raised, feelings hurting….

Why isn’t our relationship working?

Back in time, we had started

a love so deep we would not part it.

Now I’m left feeling shame,

I never wanted this kind of pain.

How to heal these wounded hearts?…

questions pierce my mind like darts.

I want to wash our past away,

give us a needed brighter day.

Two lives hanging in the balance,

how ’bout giving….

us another chance?

About Lexicon Lover

Read all about my journey (and musings) of recovery from both complex childhood trauma and incest, it’s manifestation in my adult life through maladaptive behaviors like BDSM, self-injury, eating disorder, substance abuse and toxic relationships; one with whom was a Narcissistic Sociopath. View all posts by Lexicon Lover

3 responses to “Hope

  • Carrie Reimer

    Lexi, its been such a long time since I’ve “seen” you. (((((((((((hugs))))))))))))) excellent post, based on fact? If so I am sorry you are hurting. Wishing you much happiness in 2014.


    • lexiconlover

      Havent been for so long, My pc is shut off for non pay and then on. maybe you’ve experience these things at some point. I hope you are doing well. Hugs

      I haven’t been on for so long, having financial difficulties keeping my pc on a network. I hope you are doing well. I will have to catch up on your blog. I figured out I can use wi fi when its available certain places. God bless. Hugs back


      • Carrie Reimer

        Lexi, glad to hear you are “ok” and yes I can relate all too well to the financial problems. I wouldn’t have internet either if not for the whole complex sharing wifi. I pay $50 a year for internet. it is slow but its a connection. No TV, got cable, didn’t pay, got cut off, owe $600 now. sigh…..such is the story of my life. Always seem to get by some how.
        Glad you are back.

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