Monthly Archives: December 2018

I think I love Country music now

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Nooooooo!!!!

 

 


In the Aether

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Thunder erupts in this living room shaking the walls, sliding furniture, rattling my bones.

covering my ears will never deafen the sound,

it doesn’t matter because I refuse to listen anymore

I am gone, yet I remain, lost in the mire.

Mom, can you hear me?

you’ve been gone almost a year

but I really need you now more than ever

you are somewhere in the aether, where celestial bodies lie.  that’s what they say anyway.

Mom, can you see me?

did you know I only see things in monochrome.  a sort of veil slipped over the world and has refused to depart.  leaving my lens a gray washed canvas.

I don’t dream anymore.

I feel dead sometimes.

Mom, do you still love me?

do you remember before you died how we made that pact, you know that one that time in your bathroom.  between just you and I.

maybe you couldn’t keep your end?

maybe I just wasn’t worth it.

Mom, if your listening, if I never see you again, I want you to know that I will love you forever.

 

 


Darkness

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I stood at a corner

of the busy intersection

of your lives

mortally wounded,

yet you all

carried on

with an indifference

to my torment.

The sound

of your laughter

made my blood boil,

making a mockery

out of my anguish.

You all passed me by

and I fell,

slipped down

into the gutter,

where stench and decay

became one.

You all chose

not to see

that I was drowning

in a swollen river

of my own tears.

At the bottom

of that water

was a black abyss,

a darkness

which enveloped me.


Mwah ha ha ha ha!!!

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