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I think I love Country music now

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Nooooooo!!!!

 

 


In the Aether

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Thunder erupts in this living room shaking the walls, sliding furniture, rattling my bones.

covering my ears will never deafen the sound,

it doesn’t matter because I refuse to listen anymore

I am gone, yet I remain, lost in the mire.

Mom, can you hear me?

you’ve been gone almost a year

but I really need you now more than ever

you are somewhere in the aether, where celestial bodies lie.  that’s what they say anyway.

Mom, can you see me?

did you know I only see things in monochrome.  a sort of veil slipped over the world and has refused to depart.  leaving my lens a gray washed canvas.

I don’t dream anymore.

I feel dead sometimes.

Mom, do you still love me?

do you remember before you died how we made that pact, you know that one that time in your bathroom.  between just you and I.

maybe you couldn’t keep your end?

maybe I just wasn’t worth it.

Mom, if your listening, if I never see you again, I want you to know that I will love you forever.

 

 


Darkness

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I stood at a corner

of the busy intersection

of your lives

mortally wounded,

yet you all

carried on

with an indifference

to my torment.

The sound

of your laughter

made my blood boil,

making a mockery

out of my anguish.

You all passed me by

and I fell,

slipped down

into the gutter,

where stench and decay

became one.

You all chose

not to see

that I was drowning

in a swollen river

of my own tears.

At the bottom

of that water

was a black abyss,

a darkness

which enveloped me.


Mwah ha ha ha ha!!!

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The Jig Is Up

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Okay. So I totally blew the diet. I’ve been freebasing flour and sugar for like a month now, easily.

I’m not sure I have the wherewithal to try again to get back on the proverbial wagon.

I’ve noticed a few changes.  I mean other than the obvious weight gain one would expect.  I have also noticed my mood could best be described as “bitch” on steroids.   I have a short list of at least 5 people with which I’d like to take a bat to their head like a piñata.

I’m pretty sure this isn’t good thing.

Oh and salad? Yeah all the shit to make one putrefied at the back of the fridge 3 weeks ago.  I ate pumpkin pie for breakfast and dinner today.   I think I need a fucking intervention but it doesn’t look good for me.  Not with the bat and all….


Beauty’s only skin deep

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Lizzie is beautiful, too bad society is superficial.


Pearls of Wisdom

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“In the desert, an old monk had once advised a traveler, the voices of God and the Devil are scarcely distinguishable.

-Loren Eiseley


IRL☘️

Ireland beats the All Blacks

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Ireland beat the All Blacks 40-29 in Chicago to claim their first win against New Zealand since their first clash in 1905.

 


Mwah ha ha ha!!!

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